Lunar-Chaos-Kagura

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Nate by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Nate

What is this? It’s not fair to me, Can’t you see? This isn’t how I want to be. Just put your arms around me. I want you, I need you. I can’t be strong without you. You’ve always been there, But never “there” enough. You’re always been just out of reach. Even now when you’re so close, yet so far. All I want is to be in your arms, But I can’t because it seems as though I put your body on alarm. You shy away from me, Like you’re scared of me, All you want to do is flee. Just admit it, You don’t really want to be around me. This isn’t how things should be. We made it t

Don't look at Me... by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Don't look at Me...

Lips sealed shut, Hands clenched around my hair. My heart is beating faster, I can feel it coming on. Teeth grinding, Muscles clenching. In the pit of my stomach I can feel it boiling, Just hold it back! Rapid breathing, I can’t control it, Can’t contain it. I’m sorry, Don’t look at me! I don’t want you to see me like this! My head is pounding, Tears start to form, I’m sorry! My chest aches and feels tight, The anxiety sets in. Composure is gone, Did it ever exist? My body is rejecting me as tears stream down my face, My body fails, I can’t hold myself up so sink to my knees. The panic. The overwhel

You'll Never Know by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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You'll Never Know

Feelings, All spilled across a page. For everyone to see, Everyone or only me? Only me, Because no one else will see. No one will see the true meaning, The true words, The feelings and colors, The sights and the sounds, The things that springs from the words. My words are alive, But only to me, That’s why it’s okay if you see, Because you won’t know, You won’t see the piece of me in the words, The piece of my soul, The thoughts that race through my mind. The tears that stain the paper, And seep into the words.

Make me Believe by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Make me Believe

What are you doing? Can’t you see you’re messing with my head? I mean if anyone can, it’s you who can bring my emotions back from the dead. But don’t you see, can’t you tell? All of this is just putting me through even more hell. I love you I do, but you don’t love me. Come on just wake up, don’t you see? You all say that you care, that you love me, But don’t you ever dare. I can see it isn't there, With eyes unclouded I see you. Everything you do, It’s like my eyes are glued. Every action, every move, I see the true you. For too long have I waited and waited, How much more could you expec

Ink Black by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Ink Black

I can see it all, everything I've ever wanted Starring at me from the ink It would only cost me everything, mind, body and soul, my sanity Would it cost me them? I dip my feet, the water is so warm I dip my feet, I can hear the voices screaming "No!" Up to my knees, the blackness is staining Beckoning, telling me to take the plunge Inviting, darkness surrounds me, clawing my flesh Whispering, I know the voices call me Panicking, I can feel sanity leaving I run out to the rough cave floor, legs burning with darkness Sitting there, watching them in the ink "It would only cost you everything..."

Glittering Glimpses by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Glittering Glimpses

When i look, it is always disappointing Never anything good, only sad, only ugly But sometimes I see her, my doppelganger The prettier half She is dazzling for a second, and then gone She is full of grace, I'm so full of it She sparkles like the stars, I look like i'm from another galaxy She is warmer than the sun, I've been stuck in the snow Somewhere, wherever she may be, she must catch a glimpse of me Horrified, She's screaming, I'm sure

A Sonata en Fantasie by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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A Sonata en Fantasie

A tune, carried by a lonely pianist, makes it's way to me. It shimmers and dances, a tangible, glowing beauty I makes everything sparkle It is swallowed up by fireflies, who glow in colors only imagined, and wander aimlessly through the fields It is absorbed by the flowers, that glow in their soft purple, and bear to the moon their ethereal patterns It drifts up to the stars, that twinkle in delight As the pianist pours out his soul, as do I I am like a child again, giggling and twirling Reveling in the magic In this moment nothing else exists I can shed my hard shell, and be free The smallest things turn into miracles

A Familiar Place by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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A Familiar Place

Well here i am Sitting here in this familair place, Called loneliness Called sadness Called confusion what am i supposed to do...? I'm sick of this feeling, This pain in my heart, in my very soul Something is missing something is wrong As i sit here staring at these blank white walls, as if they will tell me something i don't know The hole in my heart is always getting bigger It's like a wound that just won't heal Then i look at the scars, and they remind me of it all Everything i've wanted to forget Everything i've been running away from But then again, what doesn't kill you makes you who you are Now all i need to figur

Falling by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Falling

I'm falling, Always falling, I never hit a bottom, because there is none. Some times i can catch myself. And climb a little higher, but then i get weak, And someone is there to remind me, of what is really happening, of what i am. Why can't i fly like everyone else...? Why are my wings so battered and broken? Why? It's because of my soul, my heart My wings reflect what i am I don't like falling, It reminds me that i'm broken, Living in a nightmare you just can't wake up from All i want is rest. I feel like i'm losing myself Like i'm just slipping away I've lost so much, So much of my soul, My heart, So much of me...

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Nate by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Nate

Don't look at Me... by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Don't look at Me...

You'll Never Know by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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You'll Never Know

Make me Believe by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Make me Believe

Ink Black by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Ink Black

Glittering Glimpses by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Glittering Glimpses

A Sonata en Fantasie by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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A Sonata en Fantasie

A Familiar Place by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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A Familiar Place

Falling by Lunar-Chaos-Kagura, literature

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Falling

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Artist // Student // Varied

Sep 2
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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well... i am a full blown otaku, i love anime, manga, ramen, tacos, video games, wearing cat ears, magic cards, pokemon, sega, vocaloid, the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy, the princess bride, rocky horror picture show, minecraft, zelda, mario, bethesda, and portal Any questions?

i need ramen... STAT!
also, Well, i'm afraid it's a code three people, if the Blancmanges from planet Skyron in the Galaxy of Andromeda get me, tell my mother to serve cinnamon buns at my funeral. With extra icing. Willis, prepare the anteater battlesuit and fetch me my boomstick.

Also, you just beat portal:
This was a triumph.
I'm making a note here: HUGE SUCCESS.
It's hard to overstate my satisfaction.
Aperture Science
We do what we must
because we can.
For the good of all of us.
Except the ones who are dead.
But there's no sense crying over every mistake.
You just keep on trying till you run out of cake.
And the Science gets done.
And you make a neat gun.
For the people who are still alive.
I'm not even angry.
I'm being so sincere right now.
Even though you broke my heart.
And killed me.
And tore me to pieces.
And threw every piece into a fire.
As they burned it hurt because I was so happy for you!
Now these points of data make a beautiful line.
And we're out of beta.
We're releasing on time.
So I'm GLaD. I got burned.
Think of all the things we learned
for the people who are still alive.
Go ahead and leave me.
I think I prefer to stay inside.
Maybe you'll find someone else to help you.
Maybe Black Mesa
THAT WAS A JOKE.
HAHA. FAT CHANCE.
Anyway, this cake is great.
It's so delicious and moist.
Look at me still talking
when there's Science to do.
When I look out there, it makes me GLaD I'm not you.
I've experiments to run.
There is research to be done.
On the people who are still alive.
And believe me I am still alive.
I'm doing Science and I'm still alive.
I feel FANTASTIC and I'm still alive.
While you're dying I'll be still alive.
And when you're dead I will be still alive.
STILL ALIVE (x2)

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Favourite Movies

Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy

Favourite Books

Anything with adventure, fantasy and epicness

Favourite Writers

H. P. Lovecraft

Favourite Games

JRPG's

Favourite Gaming Platform

360 or Wii

Other Interests

being awesome and stuff (awesomesause)

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Lunar-Chaos-Kagura

Aug 11, 2013

Been Awhile eh?

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wow, been a long time since i've updated hasn't it? well, there should be some more mediocre poetry coming your way, and if i feel ambitious i'll post some of the stuff i've drawn, painted, and made a mess with. i would like to say sorry for the lack of things but i've been busy and such. sorry this is so short, but i'll try to keep more updated, k?

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Lunar-Chaos-Kagura

Apr 3, 2013

Another Day

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Another day another trial, another half hearted triumph... i wonder how much longer can this continue? I  miss you guys and i'm sorry i haven't updated my stuff in awhile (not that you guys really care but, regardless) but i promise there's stuff coming up soon. So how are you guys doing? I know that it's mostly my real life friends who read this stuff... but still it's nice to think anyone might care :) Anyway it's too late to keep writing so imma finish this and go the fuck to sleep.

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Lunar-Chaos-Kagura

Jun 11, 2012

Well... New Jersey...

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well... here i am... in new jersey... already bored... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~cryingplz (https://www.deviantart.com/cryingplz) I don't really want to be here, bu